Today I decided to do something I’ve been putting off for a while now – try my hand at tarot reading. I’ve always been fascinated by the cards, but it also seemed a bit daunting. Anyway, I figured, what’s the harm? So, I pulled out my deck and got started.
I picked the 6 of Disks card because it looked interesting, and let me tell you, it was quite the experience. The card itself is pretty cool looking, with all these symbols and stuff. I started by just staring at the card, trying to see what feelings or thoughts came to mind. It was surprisingly hard to focus at first, my mind kept wandering to what I needed to buy from the grocery or that work deadline next week.
I found some articles online about this card, and it’s all about love, balance, and generosity. They said this card means you should open yourself up more, especially if you’re looking for love. And sometimes we think we are open, but we’re really not. I guess I’m a bit closed off, always worrying about stuff instead of just letting go. Then I started thinking, who am I really? What do I want from life? From love? It’s like the card was a mirror, showing me parts of myself I don’t usually think about.
- First, I lit a candle and tried to clear my mind. That was the hardest part, honestly.
- Then I focused on the card and jotted down my feelings. It was a mix of confusion and curiosity.
- I spent a good hour just reflecting on what the card could mean for me.
At some point, I started thinking about my relationships, both romantic and friendships. It felt like the card was telling me to be more open and giving. Maybe I’ve been too focused on myself lately, and it’s time to reach out to others. Maybe I should call that friend I haven’t spoken to in ages. Or maybe it’s about accepting love when it comes my way, instead of pushing it away.
Realizations
I realized that I often hold back, afraid of getting hurt or being vulnerable. But what’s the point of living if you’re not going to let yourself feel things, right? It is kinda scary, but also exciting to think about opening up more. Maybe even try to tell my friends about how I truly appreciate them.
In the end, I didn’t get any concrete answers or predictions, but I did get a lot to think about. It was a good reminder to be more present, more open, and more generous with my feelings and time. I think I’ll make this a regular thing, maybe once a week or so. It’s like a little self-care ritual, you know? Tarot is pretty cool, I have to say. It’s like having a conversation with yourself, but with pretty pictures to guide you.
